foofy's world!

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 00:23:15 GMT

"It's not as easy as willing it all to be right, gotta be more than hoping it's right. I wanna hear you laugh like you really mean it, collapse into me, tired with joy"

that about explains it.

Mon, 20 Feb 2006 22:20:26 GMT

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

(Repeat twice)

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

everyone download the fray...they rock my world.

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 17:02:19 GMT

The grey ceiling on the earth
Well it's lasted for a while
Take my thoughts for what they're worth
I've been acting like a child
In your opinion, and what is that?
It's just a different point of view

What else can I do?
I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry.
I said I'm sorry , but for?
If I hurt you then I hate myself
Don't want to hate myself, don't want to hurt you
Why do you chew your pain?
If you only know how much I love you, love you

Chorus
I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

The old picture on the shelf
Well it's been there for a while
A frozen image of ourselves
We are acting like a child
Innocent and in a trance
A dance that lasted for a while

You read my eyes just like your diary,
oh remember, please remember
Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more
If I hurt you, then I hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you chew your pain?
If you only knew how much I love you

I won't be your winter
I won't be anyone's excuse to cry
We can be forgiven
I will be here

my life is out of control.

oh yeah...and THIS is my new favorite song.

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 04:09:11 GMT

Silly me, look what I did again.
I found what I want is what I cannot have
I didn’t mean to be so predictable,
But I blame it all on who made you irresistible

And it isn’t something I need 'til you tell me I can’t
Why wear my heart on my sleeve when it looks so good in your hand.

My heart breaks in a heart beat
And you storm me when you come and go
The taste of something so sweet should have
Warned me 'bout the undertow.
Oh, I couldn’t find a better man to let me go.

Little girl, I don’t know why you stay.
If I had a feather for every time daddy said that I could fly away.
Old habits are so hard to break
It’d be a shame to stop now that I’ve started to make really good mistakes.

And I don’t know why I must ask for the forbidden fruit.
I saw the snake in the grass, but I had bitten too soon.

I should have seen you coming in
Should recognize the signs a wave’s gonna break
Now, I’ve given in, why fight it when
I’m resigned to simply live in your wake.
Your wake….

Tue, 18 Oct 2005 07:25:38 GMT

Once you've loved something,
You'll love it forever.
You do not fall out of love,
You give up on it.

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 15:27:44 GMT

"It Never Gets Easier"

Taking up my time again,
The one thing I can't stand,
The coffee and the conversation never ends when
All I really need to find,
Is one short clever line,
To pinpoint my disgust it's always just too much or not enough,
And I'm overwhelmed.

So I'll keep it simple for obvious reasons,
And I'll say what I should and just hope you believe me,
But it never gets easier,
No it never gets easier,
No, no, no.

Sing it to myself again,
I can't hear a word you said,
The syllables, the sounds just aren't sentances and,
All I really want to do,
Is tear straight into you,
Explode, unload a hail of insults until you finally get it,
I'm sick to death.

But I'll keep it simple for obvious reasons, (I'll keep it simple)
And I'll say what I should and just hope you believe me, (Say what I should)
But it never gets easier,
No it never gets easier,
Oh no, no.

A strong distaste for confrontation,
Leaves no room for self expression,
Such a stranger in me so docile,
Though don't you know it all takes its toll...

But I'll keep it simple for obvious reasons, (I'll keept it simple)
And I'll say what I should and just hope you believe me, (Say what I should)
But it never gets easier,
Aw, it never gets easier,
Hell it never gets easier (all I really want to do),
Yeah it never gets easier (is tear straight into you),
Well it...

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 17:11:59 GMT

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I tried to forget you
I tried to stay away
But it's too late

over you
I'm never over
over you
something about you
It's just the way you move
the way you move me

I'm so good at forgetting
and I quit every game I've played
but forgive me love
I can't turn and walk away

back to you
it always comes around
back to you
I walk with your shadow
I'm sleeping in my bed
with your silhouette

should have smiled in that picture
if it's the last that I'll see of you
it's the least that you could not do

oh I will
leave the light on
I'll never give up on you
leave the light on
for me too

back to me
I know that it comes
back to me
doesn't it scare you
your will is not as strong
as it used to be

Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:49:55 GMT

http://www.burntsiennaband.com/Band%20Pics/Finnigans%20Wake%209-22-2005/pages/CIMG3559.htm

this picture cracks me up... me and sarah...wasted at finnigans...with kyle shadily standin behind us.

i love my friends.

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 18:16:46 GMT

i'm terrified...but would you mind if i sat next to you and watched you smile
so many kids but i only see you

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 16:39:21 GMT

this just in... i got an A for my race and racism class...

that makes 2 A's for the summer

man i'm on fire!

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 00:09:54 GMT

a lot to say...but no time...hopefully an update will come during work tomorrow!

Tue, 09 Aug 2005 18:00:22 GMT

sooooooooooo done.

Sun, 07 Aug 2005 03:36:20 GMT

i'm pathetic... i know this.

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 17:33:39 GMT

Make up your mind
Decide to walk with me
Around the lake tonight
Around the lake tonight
By my side
By my side
I'm not gonna lie
I'll not be a gentleman
Behind the boathouse
I'll show you my dark secret

I'm not gonna lie
I want you for mine
My blushing bride
My lover, be my lover, yeah...

Don't be afraid
I didn't mean to scare you
So help me, Jesus

I can promise you
You'll stay as beautiful
With dark hair
And soft skin...forever
Forever

Make up your mind
Make up your mind
And I'll promise you
I will treat you well
My sweet angel
So help me, Jesus

(hey, hey, hey)

Give it up to me
Give it up to me
Do you wanna be
My angel?
So help me!

Be my angel

Be my angel

Do you wanna die?

I promise you
I will treat you well
My sweet angel
So help me, Jesus

Jesus

Jesus

Jesus...

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 17:29:38 GMT

I'm beginning to hate the law library.

I can't hear out of my ear.

I don't wanna do my stupid fuckin midterm.

School in the summer time was a bad idea.

My bathroom better be finished by the time i get home today or i'm going to scream.

I need to figure out what I'm going to do.

my horoscope

Mon, 01 Aug 2005 03:24:35 GMT

"Your attention is on the possibilities of pleasure now, although you might not be able to take advantage of what you see. Your intuitive feelings are distracting you from a previously chosen course. You feel uneasy and aren't sure what to do. Don't hurry; you'll know by the middle of the week."

Thu, 21 Jul 2005 14:59:12 GMT

Is it bad that it's 11 and i'm already starting the 6 hour countdown?

I think i smell, however that shouldn't be the case.

and i read both the metro and the city paper.

and i don't wanna read about racism.

and i'm hungry.

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 03:43:09 GMT

"I don't know exactly where I stand with you, I don't know exactly what I mean to you, or even what I see in you, but I do know that I think about you."

Tue, 12 Jul 2005 18:40:16 GMT

Last night I thought it would be a good idea to im the boy because i wanted him to sleeeep with me... prob not the best idea i've ever had...

because first of all i waited until he was idle...and then i sent him an IM saying "are you asleep, can we have a sleep over"... i dont know what possessed me to do this...other than the fact that i really didn't feel like sleeping alone...

he didn't respond this morning tho and thats what sorta makes me mad.

and now its too late because meg is comin home today.

the bathroom is getting demolished as we speak...and i really dont wanna be here at work anymore.

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 15:36:21 GMT

Karla and I are leaving the law lib at 12 today cause we are badasssss.

can't wait for the weekend... it shall be very interesting... lets hope i'm not dead by 9 tonight.

ha!

walking by

Mon, 27 Jun 2005 04:54:40 GMT

Your grand dad left home for the circus. He was young just like me,
with hope to explore. He married a girl in Virginia.
She could swing the trapeze; they could sleep on the floor.

Your mother was born in December, on the one sunny day that winter gave up.
She had warm summer eyes that flickered like fireflies,
when she stared at the world.

So why do you leave these stories unfinished,
my Cheshire cat doorstop with tears in her eyes?
Why do you look when you've already found it?
What did you find that could leave you walking by?

She was raised in a New England village.
Then she moved to LA with her firefly stare,
and you loved sunset strip when it sparkled,
you grew up and you sparkled but why don't you care?

So why do you leave these stories unfinished,
my Cheshire cat doorstop with tears in her eyes?
Why do you look when you've already found me?
What did you find that could leave you walking by?

These nights I get high just from breathing.
When I lie here with you I'm sure that I'm real,
like that firework over the freeway.
I could stay here all day but that's not how you feel.

So why do you leave these questions unanswered?
The circus awaits and you're already gone.
My Cheshire cat doorstop with fear in your smile,
what makes it so easy for you to be walking by?
And what did I do that you can't seem to want me?
Why do we lie here and whisper goodbyes?
Where can I go that your pictures won't haunt me?
What makes it so easy for you to be walking by?

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 18:47:12 GMT

Could this day goooo any slower?

2:46... when will it be 5?

Fri, 17 Jun 2005 13:28:37 GMT

I'm really hung over and I'm sitting in the law lib. Today is going to be a verrrry long day.

Last night was fun...more to come later.

I hope i don't throw up.

Tue, 31 May 2005 04:39:41 GMT

"Most people think of North Philadelphia as hell on earth, the scourge of society. Trash. Drugs. Blight. Poverty. Shootings. Robberies. Gangs. Rapists. It's the cancer that's kept Philadelphia from being a first-class city. A place that would be better off bulldozed." -Philadelphia Weekly

today started off w/ a trip to enjay and friendlys, followed by a random trip back to my real house... then a trip to roxborough...and saw a rich 2050 house...we saw a man on a horse in the middle of the ghetto and then found the stable made out of tarp and poles....and then we got lost in the ghetto, even tho it was 3 blocks from our actual house...we get home and decide to make spaghetti... i dropped the strainer containing the pasta which resulted in it being all over the entirrre sink. And i had to scoop it out...but we ateee it..mmm.

First there's the philadelphia weekly quote about north philly. my home! And then a short summary of my day so i can remember this crazy experience that is my life.

I wish every day of this summer could be as crazy.

Stupid work tomorrow.

Fri, 20 May 2005 14:01:57 GMT

i'm 21!!!!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to me!